I think we overdid it last weekend, carting the kids around to a lot of social activities. I think we paid for it a little bit today. I feel this general sense of ill-being about my afternoon with the boys. I feel like I failed them as a mom because I didn't enjoy them this afternoon. I love my little boys and today just wasn't a good day. I miss enjoying them, does that make sense? They're so cute and I love them so much. I feel sad.
Last night I fell asleep holding a pair of LB's pajamas. They smelled like him. I wish I had some right now because I miss him.
I can't wait to see them tomorrow and love the stuffing out of them.
We had to move LB's crib mattress to a lower setting yesterday. He's pulling up! He's not quite pulling to stand, but close enough that he could hurtle over the edge with a little force. I can't believe he's doing this already. It's so cute. He pulls up on toys, walls, and me. I have a feeling he is going to be crawling pretty soon. BB didn't crawl until 9-10 months. My prediction is that LB will be crawling by July 4th. We'll see!
Sorry for the sappy post today, I'm feeling a little vulnerable. I wonder why? Maybe I did too many activities this weekend, too!
We're a happy little family of 5 who have been blessed. God has given us each other, our family and friends, and most importantly, with His only son Jesus who died for us. Jesus was adopted by Joseph, don't ya' know!
1 comment:
TOTALLY understand. I still have times like that. I need to miss my kids after a bad day. I need to WANT to see them, because the circumstances have caused me to want to stick them in the back yard with the dogs.
Then you have a little break, and you ache for them and you get to finally see them and .... ahhhhhhh ... there it is.
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